now-a-days

Well, to frankly say, the days which are going by are a little weird. I mean sometimes I go crazy, psycho type mad, and sometimes I go nuts, sometimes serious, sometimes I wont give a crap about anything, sometimes happy, sometimes screwed up, sometimes afraid, sometimes I feel I wanna kick someone's ass badly (birthdays are near, feel my wrath .. ), sometimes I am lost in thought, sometimes I stay blank, sometimes I feel like I have a doctrate in electronics (like thats true... hehe)... and so on ... and all of them happen in one day, the best part. Still, I dont give a crap (ok, maybe I am in the 'I wont give a crap' mood now..), still, I dont know what to say... All I can say is that its weird. My fate is cloudy. There are so much clouds that I keep wondering where all the water and dust came from.. hehe.. and its like me and my fallen fate are playing a game, and it seems like the game is fixed against me. I dont have any other choice but play just for the fun of it. crap! anyways, now I dont see a point in writing this thread, still I do it... well, let me get back to work (and work means studying, as majors are coming near... :P )... adieu!